“Surely”, I want to say, “if I'm ˇto be really quite frank
I must say that I have something
which nobody has”.— But who's I?—
Hell! I don't express myself properly
but there's something you can't
deny that there is my personal
experience & that this in a most
important sense has no neighbour.—
But you don't mean by that that it happens to be alone but that it's grammatical position is that of having no neighbour.
     “But somehow our language doesn't
B bring it out, that there is something
unique namely real present experience, & do
you just wish to advice me to resign myself
to that?”